Rating: ★★★★
Audience: A very toxic romance
Length: 448 pages
Author: Jessa Hastings
Publisher: Dutton Books
Release Date: August 8th, 2023
Image & Other Reviews on: Goodreads

BOOK SUMMARY:

“How many loves do you get in a lifetime?”

She is a beautiful, affluent, self-involved, and mildly neurotic London socialite. He is Britain’s most photographed bad boy who broke her heart.

Magnolia Parks and BJ Ballentine are meant to be, and everyone knows it.

She dates other people to keep him at bay; he sleeps with other girls to get back at her for it. But at the end of every sad endeavor to get over one another, it’s still each other they crawl back to.

But now their dysfunction is catching up with them, pulling at their seams and fraying the world they’ve built; a world where neither has ever let the other go completely.

As the cracks start to show and secrets begin to surface, Magnolia and BJ are finally forced to face the formidable question they’ve been avoiding all their How many loves do you really get in a lifetime?

WELL, I DID IT.

I swore I would never read this book but those were my famous last words because I did read it…and I do want to continue the series. WHO AM I. There’s something hard to explain about how living in someone else’s toxic world makes for a good read for me, but I’ll take it?? It’s wild, there’s cheating in abundance and y’all better be telling the truth about these character arcs because I am a SKEPTIC. A skeptic who needs answers.

I didn’t love the writing style. I don’t know how to put my finger on it though. The style just didn’t click all the way. I did love that it was dual POV and getting both Magnolia and BJ’s sides as the story went along. Good heavens that reveal at the end was the WORST (but in the best way because I was shocked??).

My thoughts are all over the place. There’s enough here for me to put a hold on the next audiobook though and see what Daisy’s story is all about.

Overall audience notes:

• Contemporary romance
• Language: strong
• Romance: a lot of discussion around sex, a few fade to black
• Violence: moderate
• Content Warnings: physical altercations, allllllll the infidelity, drug overdose, drug use, alcohol consumption

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