
Rating: ★★★★★
Audience: Contemporary Romance
Length: 352 pages
Author: Tarah DeWitt
Publisher: Platkus / Macmillan Audio
Release Date: August 4th, 2026
Image & Other Reviews on: Goodreads
BOOK SUMMARY:
A stunning novel of romance and redemption filled with heartbreak and hope from the ‘master of emotion’ (Rachel Lynn Solomon) Tarah DeWitt
Bea always wanted to be a mom, but she never expected she’d have to lose her best friend to do it. Armed with nothing but her best friend’s eggs and a bucket list to complete, Bea’s world is a sea of changes.
When Silas steps in to give her a place to live when she needs it, Bea is half-relieved she has a longtime friend in her corner. A firefighter living in the wake of an accident, Silas has his own challenges to work through that have left him cautious and vulnerable in equal measure. At first, they expect nothing. But as these two former sunshines knit together in a love that has been unfulfilled till now, a new beginning comes out of the ashes of the past. One that will lead to a love that can withstand all the slings and arrows, joys and triumphs, that life can throw.

Thank you MacMillan Audio for the audiobook and St. Martin’s for the ebook.
HOW DO I CONVEY MY LOVE.
Oh gosh y’all. This one had me BROKEN UP. AND THAT EPILOGUE? ARE YOU KIDDING ME? Honestly this book consists of MULTIPLE triggers that make my anxiety spiral and give me a case of the hives, but for Tarah DeWitt I had to try. And grateful I stuck it out!! Please be mindful of the content warnings though before going in. This is on the heavier side.
Any who. I am obsessed with Silas and Bea. I loved the long time friends to lovers trope mixed in with grief and pain and hope and pockets of joy. It’s the definition of how life isn’t linear and it’s okay to take a few steps backward before being able to move forward. I think there were a lot of difficult conversations and character relationship themes that were approached well and felt realistic and vulnerable. The banter was playful and sweet and oh my goodness is Silas just a smitten man. I liked the flashback chapters too and loved that they moved the plot forward in meaningful ways.
I adore this whole family and loved getting a bunch of glimpses of them throughout too. The Byrd’s added that layer of compassion and humor as the siblings took care of each other. Even if the focus was on Silas and Bea this go round.
I really just can’t recommend this book enough. Or any of Tarah DeWitt’s books. They are beautiful and full of genuine characters making mistakes, and falling in love, and living life. Another favorite!!
🎧: The audiobook is STELLARRRRR. I listened and eyeball read this one but you can’t go wrong with the narrators!!
Overall audience notes:
- Contemporary Romance
- Language: moderate
- Romance: 4ish open door
- Violence: mild
- Content warnings: grief/depression depiction, losing a loved one to cancer, IVF journey, panic attacks (on page), mentions of body injury (from a fire)

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